About

❥ carmilla/testament/venom +
❥ 22 (3.28)
❥ they/it + neos; close friends can use any pronouns
❥ gnc agender; aroace + sapphic
❥ nd + mentally ill
❥ white
❥ i self ship for fun and to cope :>
❥ this is a sideblog! my main is @rcgnvindrs, though i'm more active here. i also have an nsfw self ship blog (@/darkbeforedawn) but no minors allowed
interests
(bold = special interests; i'm critical of all interests)
❥ anime + manga (kny, lupin iii, witch hat atelier, bsd, etc.)
classic literature
❥ indie horror games (BATIM, hello puppet, at dead of night, etc.)
❥ rhythm games (project sekai, enstars, arcaea, etc.)
SCP/backrooms
❥ project moon games (lobotomy corporation, library of ruina, and limbus company)
❥ ghosts/paranormal activity
❥ true crime
❥ urban myths/mythology

DNI

❥ basic DNI criteria (racist, homophobic, xenophobic, etc.)❥ users with f/os that would fit the above criteria (funny valentine, tohru adachi, makima, etc.)❥ post nsfw of minors on your blog❥ pro-ship/anti-anti❥ under 16 years old❥ adults that romantically self-ship with minors, even if you age yourself down or age them up (this includes characters in minors' bodies). You can still follow if your f/o is within a two year age range (i.e. you're 18 and your f/o is 16 or you're 19 and your f/o is 17) but i will block if you still have said f/os outside of that range.❥ anti-self ship/anti-oc x canon❥ self ship with real people/make or consume real person fanfiction (this excludes live action characters)❥ you don't consume media critically❥ nsfw dd/lg/mm/lb cg/lc; this blog is an sfw age regression safe space <3❥ you condone shipping incest, pedophilia, abuse or self ship within those lines❥ you erase canonically LGBT+ characters' identities for any reason, self-ship or otherwise.❥ you have interest in, make content for, or self ship from the following sources
- the arcana
- ava's demon
- boyfriend to death
- butch hartman media
- camp camp
- coffin of andy and leyley
- citrus
- deep-sea prisoner/funamusea media (wadanohara, mogeko, etc.)
- detroit become human
- hetalia
- liar liar
- lore olympus
- obey me
- sanders sides
- south park
- vivziepop media (hazbin/helluvaboss)
these are not discomforts. these sources are extremely problematic because of their creator(s) or content in them. feel free to ask for more information.

BYF

❥ i use the block button liberally! usually the people i block fit the dni criteria or share f/os and aren't comfortable with sharing, but there are cases where i'm just not comfortable with content people post.❥ asks and dms are always open unless otherwise stated. if someone is being harrassed with anon hate i will turn anon asks off for a bit but i always announce it before doing so.❥ while i do have morally gray and villain f/os, i don't condone their actions in canon.❥ please tag suicide/self harm, death of family members, images/videos of car accidents, neck trauma (choking, strangulation, etc.), gaslighting, euthanasia, CSA/SA, the mandela catalogue (youtube ARG) and the movie series men in black. no catchall tag needed, just make sure to tag them if you can.❥ most if not all of my relationships with my f/os explore mental illness, mental health (particularly declining mental health and recovery) and trauma related to death. also, some of my inserts are either suicide attempt survivors or dead because they succesfully took their own lives. i tag these accordingly, but if you're sensitive to these topics, then i would advise that you just avoid my blog altogether.❥ i tag triggers with (content) tw or (content) cw (for example: blood tw). i tag commonly triggering topics like gore, sexual assault, etc. but if you need anything specific tagged shoot me a dm!❥ non-self ship blogs can follow, but please keep in mind that i'm a selfship blog, not a fandom blog!❥ i am okay with canon x canon of my f/os, so i may reblog posts of them from time to time. i do tag them with their respective ship names for filtering; please ask if you'd like a specific tag for a certain canon x canon ship.❥ all original posts are okay to reblog unless they're tagged with things like #don't reblog and/or reblogs are off. don't reblog gush posts, vent posts, or posts about potential f/os please, even if they aren't tagged. reblogging shared f/o content from me is also okay :Di always send asks off anon unless it's an f/o letter. if you get anon hate and it gets traced back to me somehow, please ask!I do not support Hoyoverse, Netease, Elliot Gindi or any other problematic companies or people like them.

Ultimate Main F/OS

Not comfortable sharing these F/Os at all. Interacting/following if you share them is fine but please have tags for them I can block and do not gush to me about them. I block self ship blogs that have any of these characters as their only romantic f/o.

Goemon Ishikawa XIII (Lupin III)
Dating since 7/24/20

Yesod (Library of Ruina/Lobotomy Corporation)
Dating since 2/2/2024

Yi Sang (Limbus Company)
Dating since 9/13/2023

Diluc Ragnvindr (Genshin Impact)
Dating since 4/25/2021

Kazuma Asougi (The Great Ace Attorney Chronicles)

Dating since 5/1/2024

Main F/Os

Okay with sharing!

Qifrey (Witch Hat Atelier)
Dating since 7/23/2021

Zapp Renfro (Blood Blockade Battlefront)
Married since 8/8/2023

Childe/Tartaglia/Ajax (Genshin Impact)
Dating since 4/21/2021

Full f/o list